You've been my golden best friend Now with post-demise at hand Can't go to you for consolation Cause we're off limits during this transition This grief overwhelms me It burns in my stomach And i can't stop bumping into things I thought we'd be simple together I thought we'd be happy together Thought we'd be limitless together I thought we'd be precious together But i was sadly mistaken You've been my soulmate and mentor I remembered you the moment i met you With you i knew god's face was handsome With you i suffered an expansion This loss is numbing me It pierces my chest And i can't stop dropping everything I thought we'd be sexy together Thought we'd be evolving together I thought we'd have children together I thought we'd be family together But i was sadly mistaken If i had a bill for all the philosophies i shared If i had a penny for all the possibilities i presented If i had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air My wealth would render this no less severe I thought we'd be genius together I thought we'd be healing together I thought we'd be growing together Thought we'd be adventurous togheter But i was sadly mistaken Thought we'd be exploring together Thought we'd be inspired together I thought we'd be flying together Thought we'd be on fire together But i was sadly mistaken [vocalizes]
Entertain me for the tenth hour in a row again Anesthetize me with your gossip and many random anecdotes And fill every hour with activity or ear candy Drop me off at intersections in any city metropolitan And keep me in this state And keep me purgatorying And sing me back to sleep This is far more than I had bargained for Start every week with a break-neck urgent design And end every speed day with my briefcase representing free time Spending my fruits my purchases become my lifeline Please give my love to my family I'll doubtfully be home at christmas time Don't disturb me in this state Please leave me purgatorying I'll be damned if i'm to wake This is far more than i am equipped for I've held you up like a deity Like you're the sole owner of wings This unrequited tunnel vision And i wonder why i've not been writing Please keep me in this state Please keep me purgatorying Please rock me back to sleep This love is more than - than i have bargained for I'll be damned if i'm to wake This is far more than i'm equipped for
If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much
Ooh this could be messy But you don't seem to mind Ooh don't go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later And no one knows except the both of us And I have honored your request for silence And you've washed your hands clean of this
You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me You're kind of my protege and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it
Ooh this could get messy But you don't seem to mind Ooh don't go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later And no one knows except the both of us And I have honored your request for silence And you've washed your hands clean of this
What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept? What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget? What with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body
Ooh this could be messy and Ooh I don't seem to mind Ooh don't go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime
How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment How to defer to men in solveable predicaments How to control someone to be a carbon copy of you How to have that not work and have them run away from you
How to keep people at arms length and never get too close How to mistrust the ones who supposedly love the most How to pretend you're fine and don't need help from anyone How to feel worthless unless you're serving or helping someone
[Chorus:] I'll teach you all this in 8 easy steps A course of a lifetime you'll never forget I'll show you how to in 8 easy steps I'll show you how leaderships looks when taught by the best
How to hate women when you're supposed to be a feminist How to play all pious when you're really a hypocrite How to hate god when you're a prayer and a spiritualist How to sabotage your fantasies by fears of success
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I've been doing research for years I've been practicing my ass off I've been training my whole life for this moment I swear to you Culminating just to be this well-versed leader before you
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How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else How to keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself How to numb a la holic to avoid going within How to stay stuck in blue by blaming them for everything
Every time you raise your voice I see the greener grass Every time you run for cover I see this pasture Every time we're in a funk I picture a different choice Every time we're in a rut This distant grandeur
My tendency to want to do away feels natural and My urgency to dream of softer places feels understandable
The only way out is through The faster we're in the better The only way out is through ultimately The only way out is through The only way we'll feel better The only way out is through ultimately
Every time I'm confused I think there must be easier ways Every time our horns are locked on towel throwing Every time we're at a loss, we've bolted from difficulty Anytime we're still made of final bowing
My tendency to want to hide away feels easier and The immediacy is picturing another place comforting to go
The only way out is through The faster we're in the better The only way out is through ultimately The only way out is through The only way we'll feel better The only way out is through ultimately
We could just walk away and hide our heads in the sand We could just call it quits, only to start all over again With somebody else
Every time we're stuck in struggle, I'm down for the count that day Every time I dream of quick fix I'm swaged Now I know it's hard when it's through And I'm damned if I don't know quick fix way But formerly mistreat me silence now outdated
My tendency to want to run feels unnatural now The urgency to want to give to you I don't want most feels good
The only way out is through The faster we're in the better The only way out is through ultimately The only way out is through The only way we'll feel better The only way out is through ultimately
The only way out is through The faster we're in the better The only way out is through ultimately The only way out is through The only way we'll get better The only way out is through ultimately
Gallops of Champions - Oil Painting on Canvas
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Title: Gallops Of Champions
Medium: Oil Painting on Canvas
Size: 152 cm x 152 cm
Year: 2025
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