Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love. Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high I don’t want to let go, girl. I just need you to know girl.
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight, No promises. Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love. Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high I don’t want to let go, girl. I just need you to know girl.
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight, No promises. Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time.. No promises
I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone No Promises Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promises
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight, No promises. Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight, No promises. Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms Here tonight.
You got my attention At hello We had this connection That wouldn't let go There was something sexy About your voice Anything you say Makes a beautiful noise
Oh-oh
And now we break up To make up right away (we make up right away) Just an excuse To lay in bad all day (oh we'll lay in bed all day) I know that this thing we have Won't ever change That's why I have The confidence to say
[Chorus:] A lot of girls are sexy But you know how to use it You can keep me Up on the phone all night We say let's hang up on three But we don't ever do it Ain't it crazy How after all this time We got that you hang up No, you hang up kinda love We got that you hang up No, you hang up kinda love
Every time you call me I won't lie I still get the goosebumps I felt the first time That I saw you walk In to a room Girl, you had me hooked On that beautiful view
And now we break up And now we break up To make up right away (oh, we make up right away) Just an excuse To lay in bad all day (and we lay in bed all day) I know that this thing we have Won't ever change That's why I have The confidence to say
[Chorus]
We got that you hang up No, you hang up kinda love (kinda love)
Baby you still know Just how to blow my mind And after everything that we've been through It still feels right (Girl and I) I know (That) I can't Picture living my life Without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
[Chorus:] A lot of girls are sexy But you know how to use it You can keep me Up on the phone all night (all night) We say let's hang up on three But we don't ever do it Ain't it crazy How after all this time We got that you hang up No, you hang up kinda love We got that you hang up No, you hang up kinda love
A lot of girls are sexy (a lot of girls are so sexy) You can keep me Up on the phone all night (oh, you better watch) We say let's hang up on three (you hang up, no, you hang up kinda love) But we don't ever do it (you hang up you hang up kinda love) Ain't it crazy How after all this time
We got that you hang up. No, you hang up kinda love [x4]
If our love was a fairy tale I would charge in and rescue you On a yacht baby we would sail To an island where we'd say I do
And if we had babies they would look like you It'd be so beautiful if that came true You don't even know how very special you are
[Chorus]
You leave me breathless You're everything good in my life You leave me breathless I still can't believe that you're mine You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you're leaving me Breathless
And if our love was a story book We would meet on the very first page The last chapter would be about How I'm thankful for the life we've made
And if we had babies they would have your eyes I would fall deeper watching you give life You don't even know how very special you are
[Chorus]
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me You're like an angel The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me You're something special I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me But all I can do is try Every day of my life
[Verse 1] I love the way that you look without your make-up I had a girl before we met but we broke up Theres something about you that makes me want to step up Step up and be with you If thats okay with you We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late Coz imma make you feel so good how i see its happening We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late Coz baby i wanna step up and be with you If thats okay with you
[Chorus] Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth Im gonna say to your mother just for giving you birth Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry If thats okay with you If thats okay with you
[Verse 2] I wanna keep your toothbrush at my apartment Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in Im not crazy I know what im getting myself in I wanna live with you If thats okay with you
[Chorus x2] Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth Im gonna say to your mother just for giving you birth Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry If thats okay with you If thats okay with you If thats okay with you If thats okay with you Yeah yeah
[Verse 3] We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late I wanna love you this way that way this way We'll keep the neighbours away too late too late I wanna love you this way that way this way
Remember those photographs we took on the boat in Spain I took them down and ripped them up and threw them all away remember on the back of one you wrote we would meant to be that doesn't really matter now cause u don't mean a thing to me
baby you shoulda told me tryna to find the start I thought I was your only till you put me on the self and found somebody else
[Chorus] I never thought that you would ever do that everything we had is gone said you loved me said never leave me maybe you just heard your wrong cause im damaged, im damaged, don't know what to do, baby im damaged so, so damaged because of you
got rid of those clothes you left like you got rid of our dreams don't wanna be reminded of all of the memories I use to have the ticket stamp saved from our very first date but that don't really matter now cause you threw our love away
baby you shoulda told me cause now im torn apart thought that I was your only till you put me on the shelf and found sumbody else
[Chorus]
its almost like you were never here I almost feel like I don't care cause I almost got rid of all the pain the only thing I have left to say is how good you leave me so damaged
[Chorus] Girl I never thought, never thought never thought that'd you'd do that everything is gone (everything is gone) you said you loved me said youd never leave me maybe I just heard you wrong (heard you wrong)
I used to think that we could work it out I used to think that if we had some problems I always thought if there was love around No matter what, I always thought we'll solve it
Now everyday we're in an argument It's like a circle that don't ever end We're keeping secrets and we're telling lies Whatever's wrong, let's make it right Cause I...
I don't wanna say goodbye Cause my heart couldn't take it Baby, give me one more try I don't wanna have to cry Cause I know if we lose it Baby, some tears never dry
Now what happened to our movie nights? Girl, I thought that we would always have them I used to make you laugh like all the time Now I don't ever, we got a problem
Lately, you never ask about my day And on the phone we got nothing to say I get the feeling something's going on Whatever's wrong, let's make it right Cause I...
I don't wanna say goodbye Cause my heart couldn't take it Baby, give me one more try I don't wanna have to cry Cause I know if we lose it Baby, some tears never dry
Let's talk about A way that we can work it out Girl, we're running outta time And the thought of a break up Is tearing me up inside
We can work it out If we talk about it We can show the world That you and I are fighting for it We'll get through the worst And I know we'll make it If we stay together We'll make it through alive
I don't wanna say goodbye Cause my heart couldn't take it Baby, give me one more try I don't wanna have to cry Cause I know if we lose it Baby, some tears never dry
Baby life was good to me But you just made it better I love the way you stand by me Throught any kind of weather I ont wanna run away Just wanna make your day When you fell the world is on your shoulders Dont wanna make it worse Just wanna make us work Baby tell me i will do whatever [Chorus] It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me Baby nobody, nobody,until you Baby it just took one hit of you now I'm addicted You never know what's missing Till you get everything you need,yeah I don't wanna run away Just wanna make your day When you feel the world is on your shoulders Don't wanna make it worse Just wanna make us work Baby tell me,I'll do whatever It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knw me Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me Baby,nobody,nobody until you See it was enough to no If I ever let you go I would be no one Cos I never thought I'd feel All the things you made me feel Wasn't looking for someone until you [Chorus repeat twice] Nobody, nobody, until you
Girl when I close my eyes I realise I don't know what I'd do without your loving And I can't hold it any longer
Now I see you and me All the way And to prove it i will make a promise That i will never leave you lonely
And if you fall i will stand by your side When you got no where to run baby i'm a place to hide one for my lover, one for my sister, one for my brother soon you'll discover its true this ones for you
there comes a time in your life when you must take a long hard look into the mirror you see its so much clearer
And if you fall i will stand by your side When you got no where to run baby i'm a place to hide one for my lover, one for my sister, one for my brother soon you'll discover its true this ones for you
I ain't gonna give you up Gonna give you all my love Even if it all falls down Baby I'm still around Baby i'm still around
And if you fall i will stand by your side When you got no where to run baby i'm a place to hide one for my lover, one for my sister, one for my brother soon you'll discover its true this ones for you
Sometimes out my window I notice that you've been crying over him And I wonder why you just don't Kick him to the curb
[Chorus] You see love at first is summer time That's when you think that everything's fine No one ever thinks its gonna end But when things go wrong and winter comes You're gonna need to run to someone Left alone you'll just freeze up again But you should know When it gets too cold You're not alone I'll melt the snow
Sime nights I can hear you Screaming on the phone over something that he did And I wonder what can I do To make you throw him out so you can let me in
[Chorus]
I'll melt the snow Ill melt the snow [x6]
[Chorus x2]
But you should know When it gets too cold You're not alone I'll melt the snow I'll melt the snow
You've got me tangled up in you You've got me tangled up in you
I must be tripping it's true I'm losing hold of my cool And I really ought to let you go Don't even make any sense It's getting crazy intense Why you wanna make me lose control
I just gotaa let you know I can't seem to let you go Now its getting perosnal
Girl what you do to me It's crazy new to me It's getting through to me
[Chorus] I can't deny that its true You've got me tangles up in you I tell myself that it's wrong That when you smile at me i'm gone (gone gone gone) There ain't no way to esacpe Trapped in this beautiful mistake The situation ain't cool You've got me tangled up in you (tangled up in you baby)
You've got me tangled up in you You've got me tangled up in you
You're playing games with my head I should be leaving instead But I'm falling faster all the time You lick your lips and you smile I'm helpless just like a child And i'm trying not to cross the line
I just gotta let you know I can't seem to let you go Now it's getting personal Girl what you do to me It's crazy new to me It's getting through to me
[Chorus]
It's wrong that I just can't walk away It's wrong that I can't find words to say You know that you've got me hypnotised I'm mesmerized love's in your eyes [x2]
Friends tell me I am crazy And i'm wasting time with you You'll never be mine That's not the way I see it 'Cause I feel you're already mine Whenever you're with me
[Chorus] People always talkin' 'bout your reputation I don't care about other guys Just be good to me
Love is a game of chances So i'll take my chance with you And you I won't try to change We talk about it and I Never have a piece of you Then all of nothing
[Chorus]
Friends are always telling me You're a user I don't care what you do to them Just be good to me Just be good to me
In the morning Just be good to me In the afternoon or evening Just be good to me
I'm no the jealous kind I won't tie you down when you need me I'll be around I'll be good to you You'll be good to me
We can be together be together Just be good to me Just be good to me In the afternoon or evening Just be good to me
Excuse me girl can I talk to you Maybe get you rname and number too I don't mean to be blunt but baby I know that i've got the thing you need Say what you want and I can make sure you get it on the count of three We can move slow or we can move fast to get to it right away You must've known with a body like that I'd go insane
[Chorus] You got me so So hooked on Every little thing you do has got me so So turned on Let me take a look at you Without a doubt I'm higher now Girl I'm higher now Every little thing about you has got me so
Girl you got me so got me hooked on you And I'm so turned on by the things you do It's OK to be shy but don't you deny that I got that thing you need I'll say what I want and you can make sure I get it on the count of three A pretty face on a body like that don't come along every day Maybe I'm over confident but You'll say me name
Say my name
[Chorus]
I can tell I'm good for you I can tell you see it too When you wanna leave tonight Should we go to yours or mine
I noticed you noticed you walking through the door yeah The sexiest finest thing dancing on the floor yeah You move you body like Ive never seen before yeah You make me wish That i didnt have a girlfriend Its crazy so crazy the way your body shakin I almost feel guilty picturing you get naked 'Cause baby baby baby You know how to work it You make me wish That i didnt have a girlfriend
I love my girl i love my girl but come on your hotter than an oven turned on The things i wanna do with you are so wrong wish i could stay but i should go home
Dance with me Do you wanna dance with me girl Just for a little while Dance with me Don't you wanna dance with me girl
[Chorus]
My Baby's good to me But you'r just too fine Ive been obsessin' 'bout ya all night Your not a two or a three Your one plus a nine Your not just burning up your on fire
Dance with me Do you wanna dance with me girl Just for a little while Dance with me Don't you wanna dance with me girl
[Chorus]
Wish wish you make me wish that i didnt have a girlfriend wish wish you make me You make me wish even though I love my girlfriend Wish wish Hey hey You make me you make me Yeah You make me you make me Come on
I woke up this morning you know I had a shocker See it finally hit me how much I truly love ya Stumbling out of bed I grabbed my phone and called ya But you were MIA so I decided to stay right here Picked up a pen before I knew I had it Hand written letter to you with some Vivaldi magic See every love before this I had was truly tragic That's why i'm happy to say
[Chorus] Hey I think it's time you be telling your boyfriend Exactly what you and I've been doing Tell him The End Don't know how much more more I can take Hey nows the time to be telling your boyfriend About all of the time we'r spending Tell him The end Baby hey hey hey hey
Now running catching a cab 'cause I just have to see ya I tell the driver to drive like it's gon' break his meter (I tell him don't stop)
Before I go an furture I gotta tell ya I ain't never acted quite like this You done a number on me
I swear you're everything I ever wanted I've got so much love to give you don't understand Now i'm right outside your door Rode up forty floors gotta hold you touch you
[Chorus]
It's what you do You're killing me I can feel there's something differenrt How youi make me feel no accident Felt you girl so please this should come as no surprise
[Chorus]
Something you should know Cause its killing me Girl are you listening Go on and tell him 'Cause I can't wait no more
I feel like I've been locked up tight For a century of lonely nights Waiting for someone to release me You're licking your lips And blowing kisses my way But that don't mean I'm gonna give it away Baby baby baby (baby, baby, baby) BRIDGE: Oh oh oh oh oh (my body is saying lets go go) Oh oh oh oh oh (but my heart is saying no no)
CHORUS: If you wanna be with me Baby there's a price to pay I'm a genie in a bottle You gotta rub me the right way If you wanna be with me I can make your wish come true You gotta make a big impression I gotta like what you do
I'm a genie in a bottle baby You gotta rub me the right way honey I'm a genie in a bottle baby Come, come, come on and let me out
The music's fading The lights down low Just one more dance And then were good to go Waiting for someone Who needs me Hormones racing at the speed of light But that don't mean it's gotta be tonight (baby, baby, baby)
BRIDGE: Oh oh oh oh oh(my body is saying lets go) Oh oh oh oh oh(but my heart is saying no]
CHORUS: If you wanna be with me Baby there's a price to pay I'm a genie in a bottle (I'm a genie in a bottle) You gotta rub me the right way If you wanna be with me (Ooh) I can make your wish come true (Wish come true just come and set me free baby and I'll be with you
I'm a genie in a bottle baby gotta rub me the right way honey I'm a genie in a bottle baby Come, come, come on and let me out
I'm a genie in a bottle baby You gotta rub me the right way honey (if you wanna be with me) I'm a genie in a bottle baby Come, come, come on and let me out
BRIDGE: Oh oh oh oh oh(my body is saying lets go) Oh oh oh oh oh(but my heart is saying no)
CHORUS: If you wanna be with me Baby there's a price to pay I'm a genie in a bottle You gotta rub me the right way If you wanna be with me I can make your wish come true You gotta make a big impression I gotta like what you do
If you wanna be with me Baby there's a price to pay I'm a genie in a bottle You gotta rub me the right way (you gotta rub me the right way) If you wanna be with me I can make your wish come true Just come and set me free baby And I'll be with you
I'm a genie in a bottle baby Come, come, come, on an let me out
Baby, I've got this thing for you I'm thinkin' there's somethin' goin' on now A wicked imagination A serious kind of somethin' new It's drivin' me right out of my mind now It's gotta be desperation Can't feel no pain when I'm thinking about you Dreamin' isn't black and white Can't make no gain 'til my vision c-comes true Give it to me like I'd like to give it to you
[CHORUS:] Love I wanna feel your love Right from the bottom of my heart to your hands (now baby now) Love I wanna feel your love You know this waitin' for you boy I can't stand
Bein' just who you wanna be and doin' whatever comes to mind now I gotta get information Never knew what to do with you You're givin' me sometin' to hold on to My newest infatuation "People Power" means I gotta believe you Can't you hear the voices callin' Keep your flowers cause their colour will turn blue Give it to me like I'd like to give it to you
[CHORUS:] Love I wanna feel your love Right from the bottom of your heart to your hands (now baby now) Love I wanna feel your love You know this waitin' for you boy I can't stand
Always too hot never too cold You make your best shot too hot to hold Never too young Never too old You gotta go for gold
Hey boy you wanted all or nothin' Lose the apprehension baby And go with the flow cause you know you've got Stand up if you want the answers You need to blast 'em straight up baby So say what you mean and you mean to say now
Hey you don't have to go and prove it You just go ahead and do it Your time is for the takin', makin' the best of what you got now
[CHORUS:] Never too hot never too cold You make your best shot too hot to hold Never too young Never too old You gotta go for gold
Don't care what they say about ya You never throw a hero party For those who oppose who you chose to be now Maybe you could feel the power It's like a bomb inside your head that blows if you're slow when you go to use it You, you gotta show them that you mean it just go ahead and scream it And show them what they're missin' listen to what your heart could tell ya
[CHORUS]
You gotta go for gold and you'll make it baby Gold! And when you're there you gotta Throw your hands in the air And wave 'em like you just don't care Reachin' teachin' practice what you're preachin' Throw your hands in the air And wave 'em like you just don't care Movin' provin' everything you're doin'
[CHORUS]
You, you don't have to go and prove it You just go ahead and do it Your time is for the takin' makin' the best of what you got now Always too hot Never too cold Give your best shot Go with the flow cause you know you've got to
You got a plastic name and a plastic heart You can play the game or you'll never start I'm talkin' to you You got a plastic house and a plastic fence Gotta look around or you'll lose your friends Am I gettin' through?
You got a plastic girl in a plastic bed And she's in your house made of gingerbread And you're in there too Got a plastic smile on a plastic face But it's underneath that you can't erase But what can you do-do-do?
[CHORUS:] Say Love-it's not that hard after all (tell me what I want, what I wanna hear) When everybody does Say Love-it's gonna tear down the walls (tell me what I want, what I wanna hear) if everybody loves
You live in a plastic dream through a plastic card But reality you don't disregard You know that it's true You got a plastic goal in a plastic life Gotta search your soul gotta make it right And here's what you do-do-do
[CHORUS]
Wake up in the morin' Some are not sleepin' tight A matter you've been ignorin' Why can't you just say it? Will not wait forever Can't you see I'm right I want you to endeavor To tell me again and again!
A downtown cafe Saturday evenin' and the place is about to be closed I'm meeting my baby yeah and order my hundreath cup of coffee today My hands are shakin'
At half past seven I'm sittin here waitin' for my boy all alone for too long It's after eleven yeah I'm tired of waitin' and I'm gonna go home cause I don't need this
You never think twice before you break all the rules you gotta be crazy if you think I'm a fool
[CHORUS:] I'll walk away and say good bye If you don't want me anymore I've bot my pride I'll walk away and say good bye if I don't get the love we had before not satisfied
He finally gets here I'm waitin' for him to ask me why there's a frown on my face He orders a cold beer he has an excuse about his car breakin' down but I don't buy it You're givin' me sometin' I don't need anymore Just gimme the word and I'll be slammin' the door
[CHORUS]
His best intentians are never the same as what he does of the end of the day. I'm feelin' the tension yeah Don't gimme no reasons cause you don't comprehend what am I feelin' You never think twice before you break all the rules You gotta be crazy if you think I'm a fool You're givin' me somethin' I don't need anymore Just gimme the word and I'll be slammin' the door
[CHORUS]
So tell me now Just say the word It won't be long I'll be long long gone...
Why do I feel it's all up to me to see that everything's right and it's how it should be Why don't they just leave me alone I've got to prove I can Little girl with stars in her eyes they've got her all figured out and there's nowhere to hide why can't they all see who I am when will they understand
It may take some time they don't know how it feels because they can't read my mind They always say I'm too young and they feel they should help me But I can make it all alone out here on my own
Every day I feel so in demand and all I wish I could find is a place I can land One day I'll feel comfort inside cause I'll know who I am
I can hold the line if I know in the end that I won't be left behind I don't regret what I've done I don't think you can blame me Now I'm standin' all alone out here on my own
I'm not thinking 'bout leavin' home But I need to be on my own Doesn't mean I have a heart of stone I won't even ask them why I can't ever let them see me cry Here I'm standing all alone out here on my own... out here on my own
Feeling lost in a world full of lies I can't help thinkin' that love is just passin' me by Hold on to what I believe and keep an open hand
Can I have it all if there's no one to turn to when I stumble and fall Is there a secret I need because no one has told me-all alone
It may take some time cause I know how it feels to have a lot on your mind I'll never feel all alone cause! Know that I have me Now I can make it all alone out here on my own
I'm lookin' for someone who can made me feel A serious love like Juliet's is real A little impulsive and a boy at heart A little bit shy but he'll be oh so smart
Superman I need a superman
You got a complicated girl like me He's gotta be fair and treat me properly yeah I want him to understand equality You gotta Keep searchin' everywhere in the world You gotta keep lookin' or you'll miss the feelin'
[CHORUS:] You gotta be tough to make it today who You do it your way and not how they say You'll find him somewhere You gotta be tough to make it today who And never be scared of finding your way to Superman
Should I call him on the telephone Should I go seem him or just stay at home will be different from the other boys if I could find him I'd be overjoyed
Superman where are you Superman Whenever it seems like everything's on the line You gotta keep lookin' or you'll miss the feelin'
[CHORUS]
With all the other boys I never knew what it took to make a choice When he's mine I'm gonna stop all my changin' around now Between the two of us there'll be enough goin' on that's serious I can't wait 'til I can stop all my lookin' around now
I found my Superman I found my Superman
Whenever it seems like everything's on the line you gotta keep lookin' or you'll miss the feelin'
Make sure she's alright She just can't wait to party She'll make it look so easy Why won't you listen to me Yeah
Jealousy-some girls have it rough oh baby Loyalty-why is that so tough, the trust is gone
[Chorus:] Jealous don't you know your girl is jealous She can't help but be suspicious Can't you see, that girl is jealous So better make it right
Cruelty-it's easy for him to be Fallacy-you're out on a limb for him
Conspiracy Anxiety she just can't wait to party Strategy totally she'll make it look so easy Loyalty disagree why won't you listen to me Fantasy Novelty she will be free
[Chorus]
Jealous-it's no fallacy Jealous-she doesn't trust you much Suspicious-so baby can't you see that girl don't trust you much make sure she's alright
Give me what I'm askin' for Stop bringin' me down or I'll slam the door You're getting out of line with the Beverly Boys You start makin' the moves they start makin' the noise
You know you're not getting lucky livin' the life because you're movin' to the jungle and paying the price You're livin' right along with the New Brady Bunch
Have your people call my people and let's do lunch Reaction to the actin there's more to me than human flesh I've had enough distractions I need some tenderness
[CHORUS:] Human Tough I gotta know it's real I'm tired of people sellin' their sex appeal Human Touch I need human love no imitations of oh baby
A bird in the busy is worth two in the street-you know the kind of people never want to meet you're sitting really pretty in your swimming pool with your rock 'n roll tan you keep thinkin' you're cool
You know you can't reach Jesus on your portable phone he ain't speakin' to the people in their Hollywood homes with a toot in your snoot and your loot to boot you don't even give a hoot about the minds you pollute
Lookin' for deceptions there's more to me than human flesh I'm finding new directions I need some tenderness!
[CHORUS]
I'm lookin' for the real thing there's more to me than human flesh I'm gonna stop at nothin'
[CHORUS]
You can't reach Alanis on her portable phone it'll be ringin' off the hook 'caus nobody's home...
My name is Alanis. I'm a white chick singer the drums are a-smokin' and so's the bass Shake your thing When you sing just sixteen no disco queen
I'm a white chick singer I've seen the world I've got a lession 4u I'm your teacher girl Two words you'll be hearin' will shake the earth so repeat after me No need to be rehearsed
[CHORUS:] Oh yeah
My name is Alanis I'm just sixteen so please gimme a break I'm no disco queen Just hear what I'm sayin' you don't wanna miss I got a message 4U and it goes like this
[CHORUS]
Ride my train Go insane your teacher girl rules your world
Now don't overdo it when you shake your thing cause you'll be goin' insane when you start to sing Without special training an amateur Could be a casuality case if they sing these words
[CHORUS]
Yo-Ah Yo-Ah Wo-oh Yeah!
The drums are a smokin' and so's the bass they keep on pumpin' a groove and it'll melt your face Comon' everybody and blow your mind Because you'l never escape these 2 words of mine HA HA HA AH...
You're love ain't enough-OW! You're just a party party party boy yeah oh baby You're just a party party party boy!
From the moment I walked into your life I knew right then it was a serious thing 4U
I got a kick out of your party friends After a while I found a holiday, overdue Who completely away from you Oh baby your love ain't enough-OW!
[CHORUS:] Party Boy You're just a party boy Ain't no time for sleepin' cause you're misbehavin' Party Boy You're just a party boy Wake up soon and open your eyes the time has come to see the light
It took me long enough to realize That all you give me is a really big broken heart And I remember how it used to be There was a time when we could never be torn apart and now I wish that we could make a start You know I gave you all my love-OW!
[CHORUS]
This world of yours turning upside down Goin' up and down like a merry-go-round A rumor goin' on right across the town Why can't you see it?
I gave you love like you never knew And you're givin' me nothing but an attitude And now I'm gonna give a bit of solitude I'll miss you baby oh... Misbehavin'-now I'll mis ya
Ow! Your just a party party party boy yeah oh baby You're just a party party party boy! I've got to say to you so you listen Hey Boy A-Good Bye!
We play the game with determination We don't give a dam 'bout our reputation baby It's not a game, it's a revelation Step inside the real world The real world...yeah yeah yeah... The real world...yeah...
It's been every day now, and it just won't go away now...no Life is so intense now, not much common sense now yeah And late in the night I turn out my light yeah A song in my head, and it says "STEP INSIDE THE REAL WORLD"
[CHORUS:] We play the game with determination We don't give a damn 'bout our reputation baby It's not a game, it's a revelation Just another day in the real world...yeah, the real world
I can make decisions with no one else believin' me I just look inside me 'cause I've got my own voice to guide me It came in a dream, a light so extreme yeah A voice in my head, and it says "STEP INSIDE THE REAL WORLD"
[CHORUS]
Ya gotta step inside the real world STEP-IN-SIDE-THE-REAL-WORLD I woke from the dream, I know what it means yeah That voice in my head...It says "YOU'RE HERE INSIDE THE REAL WORLD"
[CHORUS]
Step inside the real world, inside the real world, step inside the real world...
I had high expectations It's something I could not compromise And when I saw you I wasn't ready It completely took my heart by surprise
Who...And when I think of the time I med you The situation looked harmless It wasn't long before I got confused enough And soon I realized that your...
[CHORUS:] Love is just an emotion away I know it's gonna get to you Love will be only a moment away A moment away you know it's true
Lately the way I'm feeling It's something I could never have planned I knew that one day I'd find a love thing Now I'll never stop believing in chance
I put my heart on a shelf forever I never thought I would find you I didn't know any better baby But then I realized that your...
[CHORUS]
Love is crazy love love is crazy and soon you're gonna get some
It was the night Rod Stewart played And we were, were standing in the pouring rain If I had known it was the last time I would see you again... I would change everything...
I look through the broken glass I watch the storm go through my mind There's so much I had to say I know the words I left behind And now I'm caught in a daydream with nowhere to run and hide The world rushes by me, it's leaving me here all alone (I would change everything, but I can't do anything I would give all that I have to know where you are)
[CHORUS:] I'll always carry you inside my heart and you You'll never know how much I wonder where you are I always knew that you would take a part of me away with you And I never got to say good-bye
I look in the mirror now and all I see is yesterday At night I hear your voice and it is calling out my name And with every hour just hold on to what you can They're lost in a moment and fading away in the night (I would change everything, but I can't do anything I would give all that I have just to know where you are)
[CHORUS]
...and I never..ever...said good-bye...
That night is just a memory But I still feel you standing next to me And when I think I hear your voice all I hear is the rain...
Standing there on a road that leads to anywhere Like a child left in the wilderness, standing there penniless Wanting to be the best
Here's a place where life runs at a different pace Where love is just convenient, none are obedient And we are subservient
Look at me, I'm a girl that some may preconceive Why do they try and generalize, why are they antagonizing me But something I can't control that...
[CHORUS:] I Wantcha You know I'll never stop 'til I've gotcha You'll never be quite the same when I rock ya I'm not the kind of girl that you thought I was You'll have a good time 'cause I wantcha I'm breaking down the walls 'till I have you, feel you Show you the time of your life
Here we are and I wonder how we've come this far In a world that does not recognize women are victimized What does that symbolize
Why do I want the things I usually criticize It may be self destructiveness, or maybe it's emptiness inside But something I can't control that...
[CHORUS]
You'll have a good time... It's a lonely road, and no one knows the way that I feel I'm not giving up now... I'll never try to justify They'll never understand, you'll be a happy man You'll have the time of your life
It's something, it's something, it's something that I can't control The time of your life...
Whenever we talk about sun all I see is the rain It's like looking for tears in a ocean I'm hearing your words like the wind They blow straight through my heart Will you ever give in to emotion
And we hurt the ones that we love the most Why we do only heaven knows And I don't know why I'm still holding on...holding on
[CHORUS:] I reach in my heart to see If your love is alive in me But now I feel alone My feelings turn to stone My heart makes no apologies
When an apology's made it isn't always enough To erase all the past in a moment Whenever I need you the most You always leave me behind With a word from your lips I'm alone
You've been blind not to realize All the love that I hold inside So tell me why do I keep holding on...holding on
[CHORUS]
What I need is your sympathy Like a light flowing into me But I will never give up holding on...holding on
[CHORUS]
...my heart makes no apologies no no my feelings turn to stone... I make no apologies
It's late at night and no one's around And only my heart is making a sound I lay awake alone in my bed And I can't sleep should I call you instead
I think of you far too much 'cause you, you're one of a kind I'm not like an open book 'cause I've got something in mind
[CHORUS:] You know I can't deny the way I feel inside I won't be hiding my love You know I can't disguise you're always on my mind And now I can't get enough
Give me love, I know that you can I like the strength of a confident man It's in my blood and all through my veins You feel it once and you're never the same
Whenever I close my eyes you're there. I feel it inside But why am I holding in my love, I can't tell you why
[CHORUS]
I think of you far too much 'cause you, you're one of a kind I'm not like an open book 'cause I've got something in mind You know I , you know I, I can't deny Every day you're always on my mind You know I , you know I, I can't disguise Can't deny the way I feel inside
We said good-bye with so much left to say We knew inside we'd find another way We'll have it all, it's not too late to try Maybe you and I could go from here Maybe you and I can make it, this time we'll...
[CHORUS:] Fall in love when we meet again We can finish what we started Fall in love if we try again And then nothing will keep us apart
We're not the same as when we first began We'll try to change, we'll take another chance Maybe you and I could work it out Maybe you and I can make it, this time we'll
[CHORUS]
I see your face, it's always on my mind A time and palace we almost left behind This time we'll fall in, this time we'll...
You've got to give it all to baby You know I want it all for me I wanna get to know you baby Is that a possibility
Hey, you're my man, I'm your woman And I'm not too proud to tell you what you do to my head I'm not kiddin' You've got everythin' that any girl would want, yes you do You're just wishin' Well it's time you know the truth and that is When you are beggin' me for money Just got to tell me what you need But if you want my lovin' buddy You've got to get down on your knees
[CHORUS:] You've got to give what you got and take what I'm givin' you baby You've got to want what you see and see what I'm givin' away
Hey, stick with me, I'm your momma And you can run to momma every time your skin you knee No one ever, Could ever take your place, the way you move makes me hot Let me tell you, You won't be satisfied without me
You've got to give it all to baby You know I want it all for me I wanna get to know you baby Is that a possibility
(Change Is) Never A Waste Of Time - ALANIS MORISSETTE
I know there's a reason you're forcing a smile You hide what you're feeling and you have for a while I can tell that you're falling And you feel that you can't go on But a new day is calling And you'll see that the feeling is gone
[CHORUS:] You know you're not the only one Who has a lot to overcome And when the time has come then you move on 'Cause you've been crying for too long Sometimes life is so unkind But change is never a waste of time
I know how you're feeling, I've been there before The hurting is something much to strong to ignore Don't be waiting for someone Who can take all your fear away When there's no one to listen That is when you should not be afraid
[CHORUS]
But change is never a waste... it's never a waste of time
I'm having dreams in the night of you baby And Sigmund Freud would have thought I was crazy I wonder why you've become an obsession All I know is that I need to have your big bad love Big bad love [3k] You keep on lovin' and lyin' You've turning me into a fool babe But I'm not screamin' or cryin' There's better things we have to do baby
It takes a lot for me to truly believe That you could love me unconditionally And I'm terrified of taking a chance If you're not ready to believe in romance
Who...I wonder why I am so unrelentless There's nothing that I can do to prevent this And the dream I am not apprehensive All I know is that I need to have your...
[CHORUS:] Big bad love I need a love with an attitude Big bad love The only kind that I want from you Big bad love I need it from you so urgently Big bad love...need it baby yeah yeah yeah
I'm not avoidin' your lovin' 'Cause I can afford to be blue babe I keep on pushin' and shovin' I can't get enough out of you baby
I don't believe your blood is bad to the bone 'Cause then you're different when we're here all alone And if you knew the game I wanted to play Now would you say the words I want you to say ...who
I'm am so relentless...I can't prevent this... I am not apprehensive All I know is that I need to have your big bad love
Do I stress you out My sweater is on backwards and inside out And you say how appropriate I don't want to dissect everything today I don't mean to pick you apart you see But I can't help it There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off Slap me with a splintered ruler And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already If only I could hunt the hunter
And all I really want is some patience A way to calm the angry voice And all I really want is deliverance Do I wear you out You must wonder why I'm so relentless and all strung out I'm consumed by the chill of solitary I'm like Estella I like to reel it in and then spit it out I'm frustrated by your apathy And I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this land If only I could meet the Maker
And I am fascinated by the spiritual man I am humbled by his humble nature What I wouldn't give to find a soulmate Someone else to catch this drift And what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred Enough about me, let's talk about you for a minute Enough about you, let's talk about life for a while The conflicts, the craziness and the sound of pretenses Falling all around...all around Why are you so petrified of silence Here can you handle this?
Did you think about your bills, your ex, your deadlines Or when you think you're gonna die Or did you long for the next distraction And all I need know is intellectual intercourse A soul to dig the hole much deeper And I have no concept of time other than it is flying If only I could kill the killer
All I really want is some peace man a place to find a common ground And all I really want is a wavelength All I really want is some comfort A way to get my hands untied And all I really want is some justice...
I want you to know, that I'm happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me Would she go down on you in a theatre Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
'cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able To make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died, till you died But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced Are you thinking of me when you fuck her?
'cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able To make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died, til you died But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know
'cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me And I'm not gonna fade As soon as you close your eyes and you know it And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back I hope you feel it...well can you feel it
Well, I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know
Sometimes is never quite enough If you're flawless, then you'll win my love Don't forget to win first place Don't forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy Try a little harder You've got to measure up And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up With everything I do for you The least you can do is keep quiet
Be a good girl You've gotta try a little harder That simply wasn't good enough To make us proud
I'll live through you I'll make you what I never was If you're the best, then maybe so am I Compared to him compared to her I'm doing this for your own damn good You'll make up for what I blew What's the problem...why are you crying
Be a good boy Push a little farther now That wasn't fast enough To make us happy We'll love you just the way you are If you're perfect
I'm broke but I'm happy I'm poor but I'm kind I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah I'm high but I'm grounded I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby What it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine 'cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving a high five I feel drunk but I'm sober I'm young and I'm underpaid I'm tired but I'm working, yeah I care but I'm restless I'm here but I'm really gone I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby
What it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be quite alright 'cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is flicking a cigarette And what it all comes down to Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet 'cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving the peace sign I'm free but I'm focused I'm green but I'm wise I'm hard but I'm friendly baby I'm sad but I'm laughing I'm brave but I'm chickenshit I'm sick but I'm pretty baby
And what it all boils down to Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet 'cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is playing the piano And what it all comes down to my friends Is that everything's just fine fine fine 'cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is hailing a taxi cab
Wait a minute man You mispronounced my name You didn't wait for all the information Before you turned me away Wait a minute sir You kind of hurt my feelings You see me as a sweet back-loaded puppet And you've got meal ticket taste
I see right through you I know right through you I feel right through you I walk right through you
You took me for a joke You took me for a child You took a long hard look at my ass And then played golf for a while Your shake is like a fish You pat me on the head You took me out to wine dine 69 me But didn't hear a damn word I said
I see right through you I know right through you I feel right through you I walk right through you
Hello Mr. Man You didn't think I'd come back You didn't think I'd show up with my army And this ammunition on my back Now that I'm Miss Thing Now that I'm a zillionaire You scan the credits for your name And wonder why it's not there
I see right through you I know right through you I feel right through you I walk right through you
You know how us Catholic girls can be We make up for so much time a little too late I never forgot it, confusing as it was No fun with no guilt feelings The sinners, the saviors, the loverless priests I'll see you next Sunday
We all had our reasons to be there We all had a thing or two to learn We all needed something to cling to So we did
I sang Alleluia in the choir I confessed my darkest deeds to an envious man My brothers they never went blind for what they did But I may as well have In the name of the Father, the Skeptic and the Son I had one more stupid question
We all had our reasons to be there We all had a thing or two to learn We all needed something to cling to So we did
What I learned I rejected but I believe again I will suffer the consequence of this inquisition If I jump in this fountain, will I be forgiven We all had our reasons to be there We all had a thing or two to learn We all needed something to cling to So we did
We all had delusions in our head We all had our minds made up for us We had to believe in something So we did
I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone I recommend walking around naked in your living room Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill) It feels so good (swimming in your stomach) Wait until the dust settles
You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn
I recommend biting off more then you can chew to anyone I certainly do I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time Feel free Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind) Hold it up (to the rays) You wait and see when the smoke clears
You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn
Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do) Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway) The fire trucks are coming up around the bend
You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn
You grieve you learn You choke you learn You laugh you learn You choose you learn You pray you learn You ask you learn You live you learn
I had no choice but to hear you You stated your case time and again I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess I'm not used to liking that You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole You're so much braver than I gave you credit for That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things You held your breath and the door for me Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met You're my best friend Best friend with benefits What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before I've never wanted something rational I am aware now I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault
What's the matter Mary Jane, you had a hard day As you place the don't disturb sign on the door You lost your place in line again, what a pity You never seem to want to dance anymore
It's a long way down On this roller coaster The last chance streetcar Went off the track And you're on it
I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane What's the point of trying to dream anymore I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for
Well it's full speed baby In the wrong direction There's a few more bruises If that's the way You insist on heading
Please be honest Mary Jane Are you happy Please don't censor your tears
You're the sweet crusader And you're on your way You're the last great innocent And that's why I love you
So take this moment Mary Jane and be selfish Worry not about the cars that go by All that matters Mary Jane is your freedom Keep warm my dear, keep dry
An old man turned ninety-eight He won the lottery and died the next day It's a black fly in your Chardonnay It's a death row pardon two minutes too late And isn't it ironic... don't you think
It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought... it figures
Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye He waited his whole damn life to take that flight And as the plane crashed down he thought "Well isn't this nice..." And isn't it ironic... don't you think
It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought... it figures
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you When you think everything's okay and everything's going right And life has a funny way of helping you out when You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up In your face
A traffic jam when you're already late A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife It's meeting the man of my dreams And then meeting his beautiful wife And isn't it ironic...don't you think A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...
It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought... it figures
Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out Helping you out
I don't want to be the filler if the void is solely yours I don't want to be your glass of single malt whiskey Hidden in the bottom drawer I don't want to be a bandage if the wound is not mine Lend me some fresh air I don't want to be adored for what I merely represent to you I don't want to be your babysitter You're a very big boy now I don't want to be your mother I didn't carry you in my womb for nine months Show me the back door
Visiting hours are 9 to 5 and if I show up at 10 past 6 Well I already know that you'd find some way to sneak me in and oh Mind the empty bottle with the holes along the bottom You see it's too much to ask for and I am not the doctor
I don't want to be the sweeper of the egg shells that you walk upon And I don't want to be your other half, I believe that 1 and 1 make 2 I don't want to be your food or the light from the fridge on your face At midnight, hey What are you hungry for I don't want to be the glue that holds your pieces together I don't want to be your idol See this pedestal is high and I'm afraid of heights I don't want to be lived through A vicarious occasion Please open the window
Visiting hours are 9 to 5 and if I show up at 10 past 6 Well I already know that you'd find some way to sneak me in and oh Mind the empty bottle with the holes along the bottom You see it's too much to ask for and I am not the doctor
I don't want to live on someday when my motto is last week I don't want to be responsible for your fractured heart And it's wounded beat I don't want to be a substitute for the smoke you've been inhaling What do you thank me What do you thank me for
Visiting hours are 9 to 5 and if I show up at 10 past 6 Well I already know that you'd find some way to sneak me in and oh Mind the empty bottle with the holes along the bottom You see it's too much to ask for and I am not the doctor
You like snow but only if it's warm You like rain but only if it's dry No sentimental value to the rose that fell on your floor No fundamental excuse for the granted I'm taken for
'Cause it's easy not to So much easier not to And what goes around never comes around to you
You like pain but only if it doesn't hurt too much And you sit...and you wait...to receive There's an abvious attraction To the path of least resistance in your life There's an obvious aversion no amount of my insistance Could make you try tonight
'Cause it's easy not to So much easier not to And what goes around never comes around to you To you to you to you to you to you... There's no love no money no thrill anymore
There's an apprehensive naked little trembling boy With his head in his hands There's an underestimated and impatient little girl Raising her hand
But it's easy not to So much easier not to And what goes around never comes around to you To you, to you
get up get up get up off of it get up get up get up off of it get out get outta here enough already get up get up get up off of it wake up
I went to your house Walked up the stairs I opened your door without ringing the bell I walked down the hall Into your room Where I could smell you And I shouldn't be here, without permission I shouldn't be here
Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stay all afternoon
I took off my clothes Put on your robe I went through your drawers And found your cologne Went down to the den Found your CD's And I played your Joni And I shouldn't stay long, you might be home soon I shouldn't stay long
Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stay all afternoon
I burned your incense I ran a bath I noticed a letter that sat on your desk It said "Hello love, I love you so love, meet me at midnight" And no, it wasn't my writing I'd better go soon It wasn't my writing
So forgive me love If I cry in your shower So forgive me love For the salt in your bed So forgive me love If I cry all afternoon
do you go to the dungeon to find out how to make peace with your days in the dungeon writing a letter to you didn't make me feel any more peaceful then how I felt when we weren't speaking because I didn't cop to what I did. I can't love you because we're supposed to have professional boundaries. i'd like you to be schooled and in awe as though you were kissed by god full on the lips . i'm in the front row the front row with popcorn I get to see you see you close up i'm too tired to recount the unpleasantries one by one one minute I want to banish you the next I want to be on a deserted island with you along with my three favorite cd's ambivalent yet in your bed we've yet to acknowledge what really happened slid into the ditch I have this overwhelming loss of ambition we said let's name thirty good reasons why we shouldn't be together I started by saying things like "you smoke" "you live in new jersey (too far)" you started saying things like "you belong to the world" all of which could have been easily refuted but the conversation was hypothetical I am totally short of breath for you why can't you shut your stuff off..... i'm in the front row the front row with popcorn I get to see you see you close up and I laughed until my lungs hurt I love how you bust my chops you don't always feel seen sometimes you feel erasable unfortunately I cannot reciprocate in my current state I think we should be careful of how much time we spend together ........for a while i'm speaking you know how much you hate to be interrupted maybe spend some time alone to fill up your proverbial cup so that it doesn't always have to be about you i've been wanting your undivided attention I like the fact that you're nothing like me are you not burdened by the lack of perspective people have of your charmed life i'm in the front row the front row with popcorn I get to see you see you close up you never meant to be ungrateful nor held up to be whipped or wept for certainly not analysed prodded at more ways than one apparently you've been misrepresented dealing with the concept of arrows being slung towards your outrageous fortune hey i'm not mad at you guardian i'm mad at myself for spending so much time with you and your jeckyl and hydeness i'm glad i figuratively slapped you on the wrist you laughed a wicked laugh and said "come here let me clip your wings!"(i know he's blood but you can still turn him away you don't owe him anything) "raise the roof" he yelled "yeah raise the roof!" I yelled back. (unfortunately you needed a health scare to reprioritize.) no thanks to the soap box. having me rile against them won't make an ounce of difference...... i'm in the front row the front row with popcorn. I get to see you see you close up oh the things i've done for you many a sitch a friend a man's been left for you oh the books i've read for you the tongues i've bitten for you many a new city for you many a risk taken for you (not a single regret)
i've seen them kneel with baited breath for the ritual i've watched this experience raise them to pseudo higher levels i've watched them leave their families in pursuit of your nirvana i've seen them coming to line up from switzerland to america
how long will this take baba how long have we been sleeping do you see me hanging on to every word you say how soon will I be holy how much will this cost guru how much longer 'til you completely absolve me
i've seen them give their drugs up in place of makeshift altars i've heard them chanting kali kali frantically i've heard them rotely repeat your teachings with elitism i've seen them boasting robes and foreign sandalwood beads i've seen them overlooking god in their own essence i've seen their upward glances in hopes of instant salvation i've seen their righteousness mixed without loving compassion i've watched you smile as the students bow to kiss your feet
give me strength all knowing one how long 'til enlightenment how much longer 'til you completely absolve me
how bout getting off these antibiotics how bout stopping eating when I'm full up how bout them transparent dangling carrots how bout that ever elusive kudo
thank you india thank you terror thank you disillusionment thank you frailty thank you consequence thank you thank you silence
how bout me not blaming you for everything how bout me enjoying the moment for once how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you how bout grieving it all one at a time
thank you india thank you terror thank you disillusionment thank you frailty thank you consequence thank you thank you silence
the moment I let go of it was the moment I got more than I could handle the moment I jumped off of it was the moment I touched down
how bout no longer being masochistic how bout remembering your divinity how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out how bout not equating death with stopping
thank you india thank you providence thank you disillusionment thank you nothingness thank you clarity thank you thank you silence
are you still mad I kicked you out of bed? are you still mad I gave you ultimatums? are you still mad I compared you to all my forty year old male friends? are you still mad I shared our problems with everybody?
are you still mad I had an emotional affair? are you still mad I tried to mold you into who I wanted you to be? are you still mad I didn't trust your intentions? of course you are of course you are
are you still mad that I flirted wildly? are you still mad I had a tendency to mother you? are you still mad that I had one foot out of the door? are you still mad that we slept together even after we had ended it? of course you are of course you are
are you still mad I wore the pants most of the time? are you still mad that I seemed to focus only on your potential? are you still mad that I threw in the towel? are you still mad that I gave up long before you did? of course you are of course you are
I was afraid you'd hit me if i'd spoken up I was afraid of your physical strength I was afraid you'd hit below the belt I was afraid of your sucker punch I was afraid of you reducing me I was afraid of your alocohol breath I was afraid of your complete disregard for me I was afraid of your temper I was afraid of handles being flown off of I was afraid of holes being punched into walls I was afraid of your testosterone
I have as much rage as you have I have as much pain as you do I've lived as much hell as you have and i've kept mine bubbling under for you
you were my best friend you were my lover you were my mentor you were my brother you were my partner you were my teacher you were my very own sympathetic character
I was afraid of verbal daggers I was afraid of the calm before the storm I was afraid for my own bones I was afraid of your seduction I was afraid of your coersion I was afraid of your rejection I was afraid of your intimidation I was afraid of your punishment I was afraid of your icy silences I was afraid of your volume I was afraid of your manipulation I was afraid of your explosions
I have as much rage as you have I have as much pain as you do I've lived as much hell as you have and i've kept mine bubbling under for you
[chorus] you were my keeper you were my anchor you were my family you were my saviour and therein lay the issue and therein lay the problem
that I would be good even if I did nothing that I would be good even if I got the thumbs down that I would be good if I got and stayed sick that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds
that I would be fine even if I went bankrupt that I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth that I would be great if I was no longer queen that I would be grand if I was not all knowing
that I would be loved even when I numb myself that I would be good even when I am overwhelmed that I would be loved even when I was fuming that I would be good even if I was clingy
that I would be good even if I lost sanity that I would be good whether with or without you
you hadn't seen your father in such a long time he died in the arms of his lover how dare he your mother never left the house she never married anyone else you took it upon yourself to console her
you reminded her so much of your father so you were banished and you wonder why you're so hypersensitive and why you can't trust anyone but us but then how can I begin to forgive her so many years under bridges with dirty water she was foolish and selfish and cowardly if you ask me
I don't know where to begin in all of my 50 odd years I have been silently suffering and adapting perpetuating and enduring who are you younger generation to tell me that I have unresolved problems not many examples of fruits of this type of excruciating labour
how can you just throw words around like grieve and heal and mourn I feel fine we may not have been born as awake as you were it was much harder in those days we had paper routes uphill both ways we went from school to a job to a wife to instant parenthood
I walked into his office I felt so self-conscious on the couch he was sitting down across from me he was writing down his hypothesis I don't know i've got a loving supportive wife who doesn't know how involved she should get you say his interjecting was him just calling me on my shit?
just the other day my sweet daughter I was driving past 203 I walked up the stairs in my mind's eye I remember how they would creak loudly she was only responsive with a drink he was only responsive by photo I was only trying to be the best big brother I could
i've walked sometimes confused sometimes ready to crack open wide sometimes indignant sometimes raw can you imagine I pay him 75 dollars an hour sometimes it feels like highway robbery and sometimes it's peanuts I wish it could last a couple more hours
so here we both are battling similar demons (not coincidentally) you see n getting beyond knowing it solely intellectually you're not relinquishing your majestry you are wise you are warm you are courageous you are big and I love you more now than I ever have in my whole life
Recent Artwork II Oil Painting on Canvas
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Recent artwork, oil painting on canvas, 122cm x 60cm, 2018. This new
artwork is for the next showcase that will take place in KL soon if
everything is ok.
Journey Through The Skies
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Journey is an experience
Boarding the plane with excitement
Warm smiles from the crews
Appreciating the ambience
Making oneself comfortable…
The pilot a...
DAni @ The Rock - Kamu-Kamulah Surgaku
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*The Rock Feat Ahmad Dhani - Kamu-Kamulah Surgaku*
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