If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much
Ooh this could be messy But you don't seem to mind Ooh don't go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later And no one knows except the both of us And I have honored your request for silence And you've washed your hands clean of this
You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me You're kind of my protege and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it
Ooh this could get messy But you don't seem to mind Ooh don't go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later And no one knows except the both of us And I have honored your request for silence And you've washed your hands clean of this
What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept? What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget? What with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body
Ooh this could be messy and Ooh I don't seem to mind Ooh don't go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime
How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment How to defer to men in solveable predicaments How to control someone to be a carbon copy of you How to have that not work and have them run away from you
How to keep people at arms length and never get too close How to mistrust the ones who supposedly love the most How to pretend you're fine and don't need help from anyone How to feel worthless unless you're serving or helping someone
[Chorus:] I'll teach you all this in 8 easy steps A course of a lifetime you'll never forget I'll show you how to in 8 easy steps I'll show you how leaderships looks when taught by the best
How to hate women when you're supposed to be a feminist How to play all pious when you're really a hypocrite How to hate god when you're a prayer and a spiritualist How to sabotage your fantasies by fears of success
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I've been doing research for years I've been practicing my ass off I've been training my whole life for this moment I swear to you Culminating just to be this well-versed leader before you
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How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else How to keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself How to numb a la holic to avoid going within How to stay stuck in blue by blaming them for everything
Every time you raise your voice I see the greener grass Every time you run for cover I see this pasture Every time we're in a funk I picture a different choice Every time we're in a rut This distant grandeur
My tendency to want to do away feels natural and My urgency to dream of softer places feels understandable
The only way out is through The faster we're in the better The only way out is through ultimately The only way out is through The only way we'll feel better The only way out is through ultimately
Every time I'm confused I think there must be easier ways Every time our horns are locked on towel throwing Every time we're at a loss, we've bolted from difficulty Anytime we're still made of final bowing
My tendency to want to hide away feels easier and The immediacy is picturing another place comforting to go
The only way out is through The faster we're in the better The only way out is through ultimately The only way out is through The only way we'll feel better The only way out is through ultimately
We could just walk away and hide our heads in the sand We could just call it quits, only to start all over again With somebody else
Every time we're stuck in struggle, I'm down for the count that day Every time I dream of quick fix I'm swaged Now I know it's hard when it's through And I'm damned if I don't know quick fix way But formerly mistreat me silence now outdated
My tendency to want to run feels unnatural now The urgency to want to give to you I don't want most feels good
The only way out is through The faster we're in the better The only way out is through ultimately The only way out is through The only way we'll feel better The only way out is through ultimately
The only way out is through The faster we're in the better The only way out is through ultimately The only way out is through The only way we'll get better The only way out is through ultimately
Why no one will help me I am too dumb I am too smart They'll not understand me I am lonely They'll hate me And there is not enough time It's too hard to help me And god wants me to work No resting no lazy
These excuses how they served me so well They've kept me safe They've kept me stuck They've kept me locked in my own cell
I'm too far from home It takes far too much energy And I cannot afford to No one will ever see me
These excuses how they served me so well They've kept me safe They've kept me stuck They've kept me locked in my own cell
These excuses how they're so familiar They've kept me blocked They've kept me small They've kept me safe in my own shell
Bringing this into the light Shakes their foundation And it clears my side Now my imagination Is the only thing that limits The bar that is raised to the heights
No one can have it all see I have to they want me to And I can't let them down I'll never be happy
These excuses how they served me so well They've kept me safe They've kept me stuck They've kept me locked in my own cell
These excuses how they're so familiar They've kept me blocked They've kept me small They've kept me locked in my own cell
I'm not threatened, by every pair of legs you watch go by I don't cringe when you stare at women, it's just a thing called guy I don't notice your side ways glances or where your loyalty lies I'm secure and out of me, it's hard to get a rise
I'm not jealous I don't get moved by much I'm not enraged Not insecure as such Not going insane Rational stays in touch Doth I protest too much?
I'm not tortured by how oft your busy, Cause I've got things to do I'm not disappointed about how you don't miss you me, cause I don't need you to
I'm not needy I don't get clingy much I'm not scared I'm not afraid as such I'm not dependent Rock solid, stays in touch And Doth I protest too much?
So much energy to prove to you Who I can't possibly be So much energy to prove to you I'm not who you hate for me to be
I'm not saddened And I don't miss you Cause I have moved on too I'm not concerned about your new lover Cause I have a new lover too
I'm not depressed I don't get down that much I'm not despondent I am not dark as such I'm never sad Keep Chin Up, Stays in touch And Doth I protest too much?
I'm not jealous I don't get moved by much I'm not enraged Not insecure as such Not going insane Rational stays in touch And Doth I protest too much?
Recent Artwork II Oil Painting on Canvas
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Recent artwork, oil painting on canvas, 122cm x 60cm, 2018. This new
artwork is for the next showcase that will take place in KL soon if
everything is ok.
Journey Through The Skies
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Journey is an experience
Boarding the plane with excitement
Warm smiles from the crews
Appreciating the ambience
Making oneself comfortable…
The pilot a...
DAni @ The Rock - Kamu-Kamulah Surgaku
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*The Rock Feat Ahmad Dhani - Kamu-Kamulah Surgaku*
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